The Journey That Fulfilled My Hidden Wish

During my last retreat, I was stuck in my mind and feelings.

I was in fear, jealousy, anger… yet somehow, my heart was open.

 

And in that space, something happened. It wasn’t that she asked me directly for help, but inside I just knew:

“This is for me and this is my opportunity. Take it and see what happens.”

 So I took it up.

 

Along the way, things kept shifting.

She couldn’t join because she was sick,

but she took responsibility and the courage to tell me early.

I felt no anger, only understanding and respect.

 

The group changed. Someone else joined.

The energy became different and quietly, I was being tested…

My determination.

My mindset.

My leadership.

How I handled change.

How much I trusted myself.

How I faced my old wound.

 

Then came a moment that activated something deep inside me.

I suggested using the sandal to touch the water since she couldn’t reach it, so the blue stars could light up because I wanted us to experience that magic together.

But the other two rejected it with a tone that felt authoritative, like “we are above this” a kind of arrogant energy.

At that moment I became very angry, not because of the sandal but because of the disconnection.

Because what I offered was shut down with superiority. It made me ask myself:

 “What is the point of coming together? Who are you to treat me like that?”

 

But even in that frustration, something opened. I connected deeply with another lady.

Our energy aligned naturally. The right connection still found its way to me. 

And at the end, my own hidden wish came true.

I saw the shooting star.

I saw the galaxy.

With the soul family who were meant to be there.

 

You may start a journey to fulfil someone else’s wish, but life always finds a way to fulfil your own deepest wish too, if you walk with honesty and stay through the discomfort.

 

Sometimes…

• I won’t be understood,

• I get hurt when I take things personally,

• The people who start with me won’t finish with me,

• Rejection appears in the exact moment I offer connection,

• My wound shows up at the same time the blessing arrives,

• The plans shift,

• The people change,

• Emotions rise,

• The most discomfort moment is also my gift, the wound that waiting for me to see and heal.

 

but if the heart stays open, life still leads you to the place your soul already knew.